Suddenly thought of 'xanga" after the long long month.... (spring break now)
What's been going on? hmm......
Stars of Nations: multicultural performance, and other performances happened in Feb. so busy! and doing REALLY bad in term 2. report card coming out, prolly gonna write parents a "sorry" letter (1st time) so they won't be mad at me for my grades. and I will try harder for term 3, (eventhough I say 'dat everytime)...but I will..keep on trying...
In Feb 18--Stars of Nations performance--Joyce came with her roomate. I think i kinda like him, he's so sweet/so nice/nice style/////....or maybe i don't...hm~ He just feels really special...but then..again...everytime I like somebody I think he's special in some way... I guess I like the fact that he goes out "too much" but also is so so hmm...special? i dunno.. and Joyce will try to set us up. hahah..yeayea.... ooohh..and Joyce now has a bf whos name is also Di. isnt' that funny? but i don't like him that much...hmm...
Mom and dad and bro might be going to the states in June. which means I will stay here by myself, i guess dat's good and bad...
I've never had a friend that had problems..but lately, one.. has tried to commit suicide and she phoned me just right after she took the pills..it was so scary. I ended up phoning her parents and telling them to go check on her...wutelse could I have done? but she's fine now. I just.....feell sorry for her. She's a good daughter...there r some things that she does wrong..but ... everyone makes mistakes. Her step-dad is very nice to her. but her mom.. is just....i mean...she acts relaly nice when i'm there..but according to wut A tells me, she still beats her sumtimes,... and the stuff she says...r just...so.....un..mankind....no luv...no ... i dunno... it'z just sad.. I wish that maybe she can live in my house someday...just to let her feel the "feeling" of a good family...but again... not really possible.. just now..I feel happy to have a mom like this...
Today I saw Elson. I dunno...he seems cuter. :P i didn't have much to say with him, it was kinda weird. But itz kinda buggin' me now...maybe I still have some feelings for him..i dunno .... I wonder wut would've happened if....hmm..Èç¹ûRAINËûÃÇûÓÐSTOPÎÒÃÇ£¬ Èç¹ûËûµ±Ê±Ã»ÓÐÅ®ÅóÓÑ...i dunno...i kinda miss him..i could say....or maybe itz just a one day "miss" ...
yea~happy friday~new day is coming~
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